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Disdain

by Ansonia

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For all the toxic friendships you wish you could stop missing.

lyrics

2AM in the rain with our windows low
Driving slow down dark suburban roads
Yeah you'd go anywhere with me, be anybody for me
Even when I never really asked you to be
So let's get real

For so long my life revolved around your convenience
And the ease of your day
Cuz my life was better, better with your presence
And you always had the best things to say
Like baby I feel you, I can heal you
Let me steal your heart and I've got a deal for you
And it'll feel so good, so good and so misunderstood

So why the hell do I feel this melancholy
About the days when you used to call me
Someone you could pick on fondly
And throw away like your day-old coffee
How do I bring back my disdain
How do I bring back my disdain

And so I held onto your string so untrue
Even when somebody else was pulling it for you
Well surely all these moments on each other's shoulders should still mean something
So excuse my confusion when I learned that they meant nothing

All these memories of you
They're bittersweet like coffee on the tongue
I'll live a life with a couple of burns
But at least you still had your fun

So why the hell do I feel this melancholy
About the days when you used to call me
Someone you could pick on fondly
And throw away like your day-old coffee
How do I bring back my disdain
How do I bring back my disdain

Well the songs I use to get over you
Are from bands you introduced me to
Oh I can't get you out of my fucking head
Yeah the songs I use to get over you
Are from bands you introduced me to
Oh I can't get you out of my head
Does that make you laugh

So why the hell do I feel this melancholy
About the days when you used to call me
Someone you could pick on fondly
And throw away like your day-old coffee
How do I bring back my disdain
How do I bring back my disdain

credits

released December 8, 2018
Vocals & Electronic Instruments: Charlie Henry
Guitar: Ryan Bale
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Music: Charlie Henry & Ryan Bale
Lyrics: Charlie Henry
Recorded by: Charlie Henry
Mixed by: Charlie Henry & Ryan Bale
Mastered by: Sage Audio Mastering
Album Art by: Charlie Henry

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Electronic indie pop from Boston.

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